Life is Miserable Or Happy Or Twisted..=.=

From what I been through this few month, I have finally found what my life been...It been miserable..My life have lost the target...The target that been after is just slowly getting dimmed...I just can't see the light out from there...What could have been happening..Might it be my problem??I thought so..If it not bcoz of me..It impossible will fade away from me...That the consequence i have to take...There no way to avoid it..It been happening..Just have to accepting the fate..My life is like nothing... Ain't it suit me?? Since i'm a person who love to be alone and not to be bothered by other ppl...So nothing will the blockage in my future life..In my prediction..I predicted that i will be dead before 21...21 might be a good age for all us..which is matured, change identity card, get a girlfriend or boyfriend, somehow might can even own a business too...It good for everyone..It not good for me only..Hope you all won't think as i do...This kind of thinking is no use for those who haven accepted their fate...If u accepted your fate...please be a sage then only die...=P